January 2010
I acted like a psycho-pity-partier and treated him unfairly, yet he put up with it and still stayed kind and loving when he said goodnight. Le sigh. I’m still the luckiest girl ever. Jiji, if you read this… I love you so, so much. Thank you for being so patient with me. Nothing and no one could ever replace you. Hmph. Meowwww!<3
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It is days like today that make me love Ohio. I feel like I am in the most perfect place. In my house, every door is open, blinds closed, dim lighting, tea made, the sound of the rain and the fresh air coming in. This weather is perfect for getting my head back to a place where it should be…drifting. I cleaned the basement and found forgotten items. I feel so inconsiderate. I am going back...
I am going to spend my day in a blanket fort, studying, reading, writing, drinking Orange Pekoe tea and eating peaches dripping in syrup. Perhaps I will find a good movie to watch as well. Errands will just have to wait until tomorrow.
I am rambling, again.
I really enjoy this whole being in love with Kevin Prose Cross thing. Goodness, gracious! Not only is he just a boy that I love, but he is my best friend. Kevin is the best. I could listen to him talk for hours on end or just watch him while he is driving and I would be content with the world and it’s ways. I’d rather just lay in bed with him all day and read to him or play with his...
In all honesty, I wouldn’t say that going to school to become an addictions counselor/ intervention specialist would be my first choice. But I’ve only a year left, and I wouldn’t mind the work. My heart would be in it.
In all honesty, I would really like to start a flower shop/book store in a nice little town by the sea. And in a perfect world, I would have the money to partake...
Oh, shut up already.
I am so exhausted with people who try to prove every bit of their insides and who they are/ believe themselves to be to the outerworld. I am so exhausted with reading and hearing self-absorbed words. I am so exhausted with people who feel they are genuine enough to dictate what is actually genuine or not.
I, too, am guilty of such things.
Stop, drop and roll!
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Yes, I am an admirer/fan of my boyfriend’s work. So what?
Incohesive Ramble.
I am well aware that I can swallow tea leaves, but I am afraid lately, I haven’t been able to soak up their very substance.
I think it is time that I push myself, my mind, my body for change.
I still feel like such a child, and I can put the blame on no one other than myself… No matter what this situation I was dealt or given that I am living in.
Part of it is how sloth I have...
I need to start using this for things other than pictures.
That is all.
WatchThunder Down Country Productions. (Kevin’s filming)
You ought to re-blog and get the word out! Please!
If we were children I would bake you a mud pie, Warm and brown beneath the sun. Never learned to climb a tree but I would try, Just to show you what I’d done.
